Monday, December 21, 2009

Waiting Anxiously.................................

As we are preparing for our new arrivals I am just sitting here in awe. It's truly amazing how great our God is . How can ANYONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND SAY THERE IS NO GOD?????? I am baffled. After you experience the process of child birth how can you say it just happens. They try to state their case how there is no God but it truly is a miracle. I have gone through it but now my daughters are going through it and I am seeing it so differently now.





My nephew Daniel read one of my post and said "Its great! I love it. Its a good way to show the girls you care" . Those were nice words but I hope they know how really proud I am of them. They have grown up to be very strong and responsible woman!!They could have very easily gone a different route but they didn't. They stood firm on their convictions and taking responsibility even if it is tough. We are all so excited and can not wait (some of us express it more than others lol ).





I am watching Tasha and she is soooo close to having it. She is only weeks away and I can see she is getting close. She is starting to show symptoms of getting close. I just hope little Gabriel will wait till we have the baby shower. As you can tell I am a VERY PROUD Gigi!!!!!!!Unfortunately Nikki is not with me so I can't experience any of this with her. She will be moving home after her shower so I guess I will wait until then. Right now the focus is on Natasha but Nikki will have her turn. Nikki does say she is in denial, hahaha, that will change all too soon. reality will hit the bigger she gets.My girls are very pretty young women(I'm not just saying that as a proud mother you can see their pictures, as pregnant woman they are beautiful!!!!! I looked like a Christmas tree. I only gained 45 pounds but because I am sooo short it looked like 80 lbs. Anyway they are pretty.



Today Daniel and I are starting the nursery. I know it's about time. Well, I have been busy with work. We are closed for the holidays so my work load is minimal so I will get it ready. I remember my next door neighbor in Winter Garden (Sherry) was pregnant and I helped with her nursery, I loved doing that. It was so much fun and very exciting to watch her grow and then when she had her baby I felt like that was my grand baby at times.Now,needless to say I am ECSTATIC it is our grand babies !!!!!!!!This is an extension of Eddy and me. This is a part of me. My baby is having a baby. I am soooo overwhelmed , but, in a great way. God has truly blessed us with this opportunity.
My mother was so beneficial in helping me when I had my babies, she was always there when I truly needed her and I want to be that for my girls.My girls always remember Mimi and papa always being there, whenever. They were their second parents.I will ALWAYS TRY to remember that this bundle of joy is not my baby but I will always be there for both the girls in any capacity they need me to be.I want my grand babies to know how much they are wanted and loved. So as you can see I am a little excited for this to happen..................Until tomorrow...God Bless and Always remember God loves You........................M

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